you can see it on my face now
its like I'm lost and done with it all
and every time i get back up
the world pushes me watching me fall
theres no beauty in these tears tonight
as these lungs do not wish to breathe
and theres no sign of any smile
for this heart no longer wants to believe
I've drained this body to its fullest
and theres nothing left to grasp
behind these eyes theres pain
wishing tonight it would have cried its last
how long will it be until
these fists let go of chaos
and how many more nights of screams
will it take to finally be lost
and when you finally see through their eyes
will you drench the last of my tears
just like all the others
once loved they disappear
would you have been engraved in this skin
becoming just another scar
i wish to be filled with life once more
to dance amongst the stars
and to hope with all i have
that soon they'll grow to love me while gazing in these eyes
im just not strong enough to wish to never cry...

<3Tanya-rae...